Malem-malem, ada SMS masok pake nomor MENTARI

Dia ngakunya sih Ka Anto, tapi aku gak percaya,
nih nomor HP~ny
0*5*3*3*4*5*

suer,
tapi yang anehnya, aku SMS ke nomor As Ka Anto,
gak dibales,
aduuhh.

Pagi, ada 4 SMS masuk. Ardie 3, si unknown 1.
aku pusing, ntah kenapa pas liburan gini pula.
Sangat-sangat tidak asyik tao?
digangguin, bisa bilang di TERROR.
Tapi bener-bener aneh.
Sangat aneh malah.


Ternyata semua ini kerjaan Ardie*...
bego yah!

Kejadian Hari Kamis

I hate today.

Why? Gerry made a big mistake. He just sent a message to “him”.

And, what was the respons?

(-_-")

ga lucu ah...

That was make me re-think what i’m doin’ rite now. In that time, i can’t imagine how it can be...

For god bless, he really knew that it wasn’t me. And, he replied soon,

"Balikin donk hp tmanmu...

Fitnah2...

Ga baek deq...

Mnding bljr sna..."

For me, that divide the possibility into two. He really doesn’t have feel to me. Or, he knew that i love him.

For this time, I’m to scare to think about that again. I can’t imagine what should i do when i meet him tomorrow. I hate today.

And for anyone who know HIM. Could you send me an advice? I can’t face it alone.

Today, what i built before breaking hardly. I can’t face it alone.

Somebody must tell me what i must do, i can’t take this way again. Now, i’m trying to forget HIM.

God, please send me a right one, i hate to do wrong again. Please help me this time, maybe this is the last time i fallen in love, there’s no more love in my life. So, please...

Please leave me alone. I’m not anyone again. I just bein’ my self.

Be a stronger girl. Big girl don’t cry. Forget all, forget him, except he is your destiny. He wil be yours forever.

Cheer up!

You must re-build your life again. Make it simple, and once again, forget that you ever love him. Nowaday you are just an ordinary girl. No more special person in your life.

No more LOVE

No more HIM

No more HOPE

No more DREAM.

Signed by

nisa.

selangkah lagi Kak Ardie bakalan tau

duuaduuu...
pusing gue jadinya,
udah skakmat tuh,
dia udaa bilang, dan bener.
gue senyam senyum gak jelas yang membuat dia yakin kalo gue memang suka ama ****.
Beuh... gue yakin kak Ardie pasti tau.

Congrats Kak...
ntar malah gue yang mati.
Oia,
tadi gue diceritain yandra tentang kak Weedya, Wisnu, dan Sarah...
mengharukan sih,
tapi mo gimana lagi, itu udah takdir mereka.

One moment that i won't forget...
I saw him when he tied up his shoes... and he looked at me to...
So sweet...


hehe...


keepkunt iahh...

Kamis dan sampai weekend...

Brr... pagi-pagi nyampe di skolah orang yang pertama aku jumpai adalah ****...
hahahah...

senengnya...

tapi pas sholat aku gak liat dia lagi...

ntah apa - apa sih?
bicarain dia terus...

my big move

Hoi,,,
gue update terakhir hari minggu,
jadi, selama tiga hari inilah ceritanya.

SENIN...

untung aja ga telat. Gak ada yang special sih, kecuali waktu sholat, aku gak ngeliat DIA. Aneh aja, biasanya jumpa di musholla, malah hari ini dia gak ada.

SELASA...
ada yang aneh..
mao tau??
nih dia,
bawa hp ga ada batere sama sekali, 0
gue cas di belakang waktu pelajaran FISIKA ama PenJas,
udah itu, gue ambil hp, dan dan dengerin lagu, karena LK gak ada.... huuuuh....

ehh... si Cintya, minjem... mgm gue pinjemin, dan ampe UH Bindo ama BFN,,

sumpah, lucu banget.... ulangan pake acara dibagi menjadi dua jam... PEMBOROSAN KERTAS namanya tuh bukk...

tibalah disaat gue minta hp gue,
dikasihnya, gue kantongin aja terus ampe pulang, pulang masih maen BOHONG,, cuma anak SMANSA yang tahu... pi ga tau yah kalo anak pelatihan tahap 1 MTK ada yang tau...

pulang jam 5, lama bet dijemput... bicara ma yandra, dia selalu aja critaen tentang "KAKAK" baru yang sangat ama ia kagumi.... oi yand, kagum atau suka sih???

aku SMS kak Ardie, dan dia jawab dengan aneh... oia, gue buat game buat Kak Ardie, biasa, karena Yandra amat sangat bocor...

dia udah nebak sih, bener... tapi gue lariin aja keyakinannya...

hue.... gue menang....
udaa nyampe di kamar, gue liat my lafly phone, O2,
ehh... misscalled by a1"anto"...

HAH??? Sumpah... kaget...

liat MSG,, bertambah dua, salah satunya SMS DIA... ya udah, gue baca...

"ada nomor adis aksel ga??"

langsung call Raja, nanya, udaa dapet, kirim ke dia....
sangattt cepatt...
ahai... SMS berlanjut....

maaph yah... gue gak masukin sms-nya, ntr ketauan pulak ama dia...

ini aja mungkin kalo dia baca, dia pasti tau...

RABU..
ahai.... sholat bareng.... bukan sih, cuma kali ini, dia tuh didepan gue, segaris maksudnya... vertikal.... hahah....
seneng banget deh....
gue jumpa lagi waktu DIA sholat Ashar... my big move???


see ya next time...